My sweet loves, I hope you are doing well because let me tell you I am doing very fine. I feel so great that I can feel my heart is bubbling. The positive vibes that I've been given these days really amazed me. Work and time have been rich and busy and I've been working like a mad horse these last few days but even so I am feeling great. I can't believe that time flies really fast, it's been almost two months that I'm here in the United States, and winter is coming real soon. So I've heard that winter in Tahoe is mad cold, crazier than winter in Switzerland and I can feel it, it's getting crazy cold out here but that is okay as long as I get a partner to cuddle up hehe you feel me? Currently, I just got home from work, took a warm shower, put on my skincare, listening to some chill music to get me into the vibes for writing this article. 

So, couple weeks ago I went to Robert McQueen High School to do some photoshoot. I have never been to American high schools before so I was really excited that I get to see how high school life truly is in America. I knew this location from a friend, he used to study there and I'm telling you, I don't think all the high school kids that I met that day knew that I am actually college graduate, they act like I'm one of them, ain't no complaints tho. Oh the feelings you get from the atmosphere around the school, you have no idea how it reminded me back to time when I was still in high school even though i felt like it was pretty different compare to my time which probably because of the lifestyle and the culture, but still. It took me back to all those great times which mostly stupid things that we did in high school. I remember when I was still in high school, probably the best time period in my life. Fun fact, I tried cheerleading but I gave up because I wasn't feeling into it, and I ended up holding the spot as the manager of a flag football team of our school. Also, I always sat at the back of the class with my squad being the loudest ever but every time the teacher asked one of us to come up front and answer the calculation or whatever, we always nailed it, that was just how cool we are. Someone always brought a guitar, whenever there was a sub, we were just chilling and singing or taking a nap. My high school friends? Seriously, they were the only motivation for me to come to school. I can tell you that high school is the time when I learned so much about friendship, loyalty, to always be there for the person you love and who loves you. Now? All the high school kids are pretty much obsessed with fame, all they care about is who gets the most likes on Instagram or gets the most views on youtube or followers on Twitter, and other social media page, well I'm sure you know the drill. Hanging out with some people  just because they want to become popular like them. This kind of situation is where it hits me, it made me wonder is it me who changed or just the whole world suddenly different. I don't want to be a hypocrite to say that my life never ruled by the amount of likes or followers I get. There was a time when this happened and let me tell you something that in fact I had my first anxiety attacks because of this. I was drown in jealousy and not loving myself enough just because I don't get enough likes from other people. I truly felt like I was lacking an absolute sense of my integrity, made me lost a real relationship just because I was too busy posting a couple goal type of pictures without realizing that I neglected the communication between us. I felt so miserable for obsessing from the things that are not even real.  I can tell you that it is not worth it. Since then, I just share what I want to share, post pictures mostly about my outfit because fashion is what I'm passionate about, or either fun times and friendships. You see, I have always believed that friendship is what matters the most and the basic foundation of a friendship is by the quality of the person. So, I don't care if you have 100k likes for your pic on Insta, or 300 likes, or even 12 likes, to hell I care, if I get your vibes and you get mine, nothing else matters. Trust me, it is so easy to make new friends, I get new friends all the time, but to get ones who will stay through your ups and downs, who will stay after you did the most fucked up thing, who will listen to you and protect you, who will tell you what you did was wrong but still support you, that shit is beyond hard. Thus, I am so freaking grateful that I can proudly say that all my best friends have all that quality in them. Thank god for all those beautiful human beings because I know deep down in my heart, there were times that I thought I couldn't get back my feet up to live my life if it wasn't because of them. 

To sum up, I just want to say to all the teenagers, please enjoy your time, enjoy your time while you still can, do something stupid with your friends that can make you laugh cuz you're going to remember it for the rest of your life, do something memorable before the adults life come and get ya which the time where it's all nothing but bills and problems. Mark my words.