I'm finally back at it. Sitting in front of my laptop, writing this. Fyi, I have dozens and dozens of posts which I have in my draft that I haven't got the chance to complete every single one of them just because I was so freaking busy to get my degree and of course on putting efforts for this showcase to be successful. News update, right now I'm doing a J1 program in United States, for those who don't know, j1 program is a program that allows you to work and travel in United States for one whole year or less. So, right now I don't live in Switzerland anymore since I got my bachelor degree already which I got it with second class honors upper division, still kinda sad cuz it was not my best. I was having lots of dilemma and problems that I didn't share with anyone and ended up prioritizing concerts and parties to regain my social confidence and everything but it is what it is. I feel like it was more important to find self-confidence of myself rather than my degree, that's what I think. I finally regained it all back by realizing that life goes on and everything is just temporary, so is my degree. I remember when I was studying for exam that I didn't study for shit, went to my tutor for my research paper one time or two only, I went to concert on my forum day, I spent my late nights drinking, spent my days sitting on my bed doing nothing, lots of late night walks, always slept at 5 in the morning, thank god I have my boyfriend, otherwise I could spend another year to get my degree. He was very proud of me even for getting second class honors because he knew that with all the stuff going on with me, I still could get the 4th highest grade, yeah I was actually that close to get a first honor. Anyways, enough with the boring stuff. While I was still studying, one of my very good friends asked me and offered me a spot for doing entertainment in our GALA Night in which of course I accepted. So, we did a collaboration of making a fashion show about reusing plastics for streetwear style. I came up with this idea, not truly came up by my own, I mean I've seen a lot of people using this kinda stuff but it was kinda inspired me and motivated me to take it to the next level and kinda hype it up with laser lights and music effects. I was sooooo happy that this showcase went on really good and succeed. Everyone loved it and give some really really good feedbacks so I was pretty satisfied.