Hey there, I'm all stressed out. Not because of school stuff nor my love life nor because I'm broke either (I know). It's just because this internship that I will have in February. Nothing is wrong about that either but it just.... well, where do I start?

Okay, so, This semester will be ended in middle December approximately (i'm not so sure), and the internship will start on February, which I'll be having 2 months being free as a bird. Most of my friends are decided to go back to Indonesia, well not me. I'm not gonna waste my time going back home, because I know eventually I will go back home. So, instead spending those 2 months in such a fucking expensive country which is Switzerland, I have decided to stay in Germany with my friend who stays there. That decision is pretty settled, and my mom just told me earlier today that she's planning to visit me here, well, I mean it's a pretty good news, but if she comes here to Switzerland, then I'll be needed to guide her and my family to travel around Switzerland (only, yes, only). However, because me is me, who is never taking anything for granted, so I told her like "yeah mom, just come to Europe, but don't go to Switzerland, because eventually you'll come to Switzerland for my graduation, no? so, what about you take plane to Barcelona or Rome and we'll meet there?" (I know you guys are expecting for me to say Paris, but I've been there, so I'm sorry, haha). And gladly, my mom agreed, and she will start looking for cheap airlines tickets. 

Back to the problem, she's planning to go to Europe in middle January, so I'll probably already in Germany at that time. The thing is, I am planning and desperately want to go to Aminé concert in Berlin, Germany which will be held on 3rd December 2017. I know, here comes the big problem. Well, I thought this semester finishes on late November, but then I found out that I was wrong. Then, I saw the schedule for Russ concert, and fucking Russ, he'll be in Berlin too on fucking 13th February 2018. When I found that out, my heart just broke, literally broke. Why? because my Internship starting date is 10th FEBRUARY 2018!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know!! I'm so mad. What do I do? Well, the good thing is I could still be there for Khalid's concert on 3rd February 2018 in Berlin, Germany. Hopefully, I can get the ticket so it will cheer me up a bit. Well yeah, that is why I am all stressed out right now.

You know what hurts me more? Bryson Tiller in Berlin on 2nd November 2018, there is no way I could attend his concert. Not to mention Kendrick Lamar's concert in Amsterdam on 23rd February 2018. Oh god, why? The timing is just so wrong. This just gave me a headache. 

Well, speaking of Amsterdam, I want to share some more photos that I took there. Have I mentioned that I fucking love that city? well yeah, in case you haven't read my post before this, I FELL IN LOVE with that city, like seriously. I've also been there years ago, and I still want to come back, despite the principle that I have for not wanting to go to the same country like I mentioned above about Paris, but Amsterdam? it's like an exception for me. This is what I like the most about studying in Europe, you actually can go around half of the world and explore many amazing beautiful countries. The point is I really love to travel, I really don't get it for those people who don't like to travel and prefer to stay at home and do their daily activities. Well, who am I to judge? maybe their daily life basis is so exciting so that they don't want to get away from that even a bit. By the way, I think this post ends here guys, because I'm so tired and I only got 3 hours of sleep last night, yeah I know, you cannot imagine how tired I am. Goodnight, babes xo.